Dance / Auditioning

The main worry which I face, having lymphoedema as a dancer, is that it will eventually affect my career. Despite all the hard work which I put in to be the best performer I can be, the performing arts industry is critically based on fitting a role and conforming to a very shallow aesthetic. Whilst the future excites me that I could be a role model to others in not letting the condition effect what I do, there are points where it will be out of my control. I worry that the dream jobs which I aspire to do would not be achievable with my condition. Whilst allowed to wear my compression full time in university, despite being noticeable when wearing dance tights, I question if I will be okay to wear during all of my future jobs. I also question whether there is the right support out there to help someone with a condition like Lymphoedema in such high intensity environment.

Another pressurising environment for my leg is during audition days. I don't want people to remove me from the opportunity of getting a job because they cannot see past my compression garment. Due to being easily mistaken for an injury or impairment, it is easy to prejudice against me before being able to have a conversation about my condition. It is hard to notice people notice my compression garment and watch their eyes flickering between my face and my leg swelling whilst I am trying to perform for a panel.

In defiance of all these thoughts, I will never give up my endeavour of being a performer. I hope that not only society, but such a tough and brutal industry can see past my condition and recognise the talent instead of the compression garment. Essentially, I wouldn't want to work for a company who doesn't want to hire me without my compression garment. It is the key process of understanding that respect for one another work both ways within any industry, no matter how competitive.