The main worry which I face, having Lymphoedema as a dancer, is that it will eventually effect my career. Despite all the hard work which I put in to be the best performer I can be, the performing arts industry is critically based on fitting a role and conforming to a very shallow aesthetic. Whilst the future excites me that I could be a role model to others in not letting the condition effect what I do, there are points where it will be out of my control. I worry that the dream jobs which I aspire to do would not be achievable with my condition. Whilst allowed to wear my compression full time in university, despite being noticeable when wearing dance tights, I question if I will be okay to wear during all of my future jobs. I also question whether there is the right support out there to help someone with a condition like Lymphoedema in such high intensity environment. In defiance of all these thoughts, I will never give up my endeavour of being a performer. I hope that not only society, but such a tough and brutal industry can see past my condition and see the talent instead of the compression garment.
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